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Ah yes 'tis I again,
I know you're all probably quite tired of the same old entries, but what more can I say? Filming is slowly but surely wrapping up. I'm getting a bit antsy for the end...however horrible that may sound.
I suppose I could write a story...involving a unicorn, and a pirahna if you'd all like something new, and exciting for this good old livejournal. However that would have to come later, because I'm not feeling all that creative at the moment.
This weekend was wonderful. I could tell you about that. New and exciting, no? Friday, I flew to Italy to see Mr. Christensen, and Miss Malone. It was quite lovely, they took me out for a birthday dinner. However, it left me very sleep-deprived, because Hayden decided it would be a lovely idea to come visit me in my room...bearing coffee. Lots of coffee. I was a zombie on the flight to France the following day, but Jena dealt with it quite well, considering.
Sunday, sadly I had to fly back here. This old hotel room that nowadays I have the urge to call 'home'. That's a bit pathetic...
I'm still reaping the benefits of being a June-baby. Gyllenhaal has been sending me gifts, daily...I'm afraid he's plotting again, and well we all remember what happened the last time he plotted. On my birthday, he sent me Alan Lightman's "Einstein's Dreams". He sectioned a part of it off, specifically...I don't know what you've got up your sleeve Jacob, but I'm a bit...worried. Today, I came back from the set to find a book of Kerouac (you do know the way to my heart, you dork). If you do indeed read this...I have yet to figure out the secret behind the flowers, but I'm trying.
Now for the rest of the entry that isn't Jake-specific, I know I've said this before, but I'll reiterate it. NEW FOLKS, and OLD MEMBERS THAT I HAVE LOST TOUCH WITH, OR JUST HAVE YET TO MEET, I really would love to meet some fresh faces/voices/whatever, so feel free to give me a ring.
NatNatPortman...it's there for your abuse.
And that's that,
Natalie
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[29 Dec 2004|03:17pm] |
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Alright. This is sappy, so if you don't feel like reading a whole bunch of...sap? Skip this post and move on.
You have your fair warning.
So, I was just reading over my posts and it really has been quite some time since I've posted anything happy, and I realized that you all must be ready to do away with me at this point. Natalie's not ready to be done away with, so here it is "Post A La Happy".
I really wasn't quite sure what to write about, but I want to write about all of you, because you have just helped me so much. I can never repay what my friends have done for me, but this is to help with the eternal debt:
Natalie Shares The Love
in no particular order
Dear,
Samaire Aw dearest Samaire, I couldn't ask for a better stalker. Honestly, you're the best. I feel like I don't deserve you, you're amazing, and just I don't even have the words to describe your greatness. Everytime I talk to you I think "wow this girl is going to change the world." You are. You're completely brilliant. It's amazing. Yes. I'm done now. *laughs*
Charlize First off, I'd like to mention that random voicemail yesterday. It made my day. It was just so hilarious, and I don't know you always, always, always put a smile on my face. Always. You're the superman to my wonderwoman, and I wouldn't have it any other way, so thank you, darling. *smiles* We're gonnaaa hang out!
Liev Jew Guy, you're just the best. We'd lost touch for a while there, and the whole time I missed ya. Honestly, I did. I'm so happy that everything is working out for you, and you've got a wonderful soulmate, and a baby on the way, it's just so great to see one of my friends getting exactly what he wants. You're the original other half of the duet that is the Jews of AC. I heart you hun, can't be more honest then that.
Josh You're another one. I just don't know where to start. We've been friends for quite some time now. We've both been through hell, and back, and shared everything along the way. I thank God for the day I met you, because quite frankly, I don't know what I would do without you. You're the bestest Josh, and I mean that. And I feel like you'll always be there for me, and I need that kind of friend. So Jew Mama Queenie thanks you, Hartnett. You're a magic man.
Orlando I love you for so many countless reasons. You are one of the most amazing people I know. I'm just in complete awe of so many of the things you say. The other night, you just made me feel so much better. And it was genuine, it wasn't like a fake cheesey smile that lasted a minute, it was a feeling inside...almost as if my outlook had been changed a bit. So thank you, dear. You mean so much to me and I feel like I'm not there for you quite as much as I should be, but I'm working on it.
Chris I don't even know where to start. You're my twin. My spongebob-pants wearing partner in crime, and we have talked about anything, and everything<----reading some of our past comments, and spam wars, I really think that's true *laughs*. But you're always there with your advice, or your jokes, or your spam, and I love ya hunnie, you mean the world, and more to me, so thank you. You've been going through a lot lately, and I apologize because I really should be around more often to help you. I'm going to call you the minute you turn your phone on, because I'm not going to stop worrying. You said in your post you want everyone to stop worrying...well I'm not going to. I refuse. *smirks*.
Kiki You truly are amazing. Just looking back on everything you went through, and everything you came back from. You just are so brilliant, and so beautiful, and so everything. You have this wisdom that is far beyond your years, and you are always there to share it with me. Your words give me hope. Hope in love, hope in life, hope in everything. You never fail to amaze me, darling. Thanks.
Amy I don't think anyone puts a smile on my face quite like you, dear. As I looked back on past posts, you always commented with just these cute little phrases, and I just...I don't even know what to say. Thank you, for one, you make me feel loved, and your smile just lights up a room. *laughs* You're my favorite woman with pink hair EVER. I love ya Future Mrs. Spam King.
Justin God. What the hell am I supposed to say? You're just...awesome. I don't think I laugh harder with anyone else. When we talk I forget about all of the bad stuff, and just don't stop smiling. I love you hun, even though you look like a teenager.
Neve My lovely, lovely, Jewish child by association. What would I do without you? You're always there for all of your friends in their time of need, and I have so, so, so much respect for you. You are a great person, and you are so talented, it's just awesome. Jew Mama loves you, hun.
Jude Seeing you in all of your bliss, and happiness, it's just so wonderful. I'm glad you and Thom have found each other. You deserve nothing but the best, and I know you have that now. You're just the best second-father a girl could ask for. You know I'll never stop thanking you, no matter how many times you ask me. You just are always there, and you've opened your home to me, and that means so much. Spending some quality time with you will be wonderful. Happy Birthday hun!
Fallon God, you know I worship you. You're having my baby. What more can I say?? *laughs* No really, thank you so much. Our little chat last night just put a smile on my face that didn't fade. You're my hero. You're hilarious. You're wonderful.
Elijah *laughs* Oh Lij, my limo-painting knight in shining armor. Vandalizing a McDonald's would never have been the same without you there. I love you so much you little ball of insanity you're one of the most genuine people I know. Thank you for being as crazy as you are.
Ewan You've seemingly disappeared, but I can't not include you. I love you so much. Nothing that's happened or happens between us will change my love for you, darling. You mean more to me than most, and I'm not going to let anything rip us apart. I miss you so much, and I really would love to spend some time with you when you get the chance. You said you wanted to start on the rebuilding of my heart, let's do it, hun.
EDIT: Jared My heart skips a beat when you are near. The mere mention of your name sends shivers up my spine. I dream of you every night and awaken with a smile on my face.
I LOVE LOVE LOVE EVA!
Alright, I'm done with my book. *laughs* I'm sorry I really just wanted to say all of that.
Love,
Natalie.
PS: Rufus You really are evil, but I love you anyway.
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Jack Black's entry made me really sad. We've lost a good one ladies, and gentlemen.
So, my life, nothing's changed much. I attended Olympus Fashion Week, ran into none other than Miss Mandy Moore. It was a lot of fun. Although, I hardly think of myself as any sort of fashion icon *laughs*.
Oh and here are some nice pictures for your viewing pleasure... some made me laugh, some didn't.
( Giggle )
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Sorry for the length of time that has passed since my last post. I've just been so busy. I have an upcoming movie "Closer", and the release date is slowly coming upon us, as is the Premiere date. I haven't had my phone on in quite a while, and for this I apologize. I would love to chat with some of my former co-stars, and friends, so I will turn it on when I get some free time. Also, Garden State is slowly making its way around the world. Zach, Peter, and I are busily travelling along with it. We're going to hit Australia, and Europe very, very soon. Zach's very busy with Scrubs, and everything so our travel dates are very spaced apart, so who knows maybe I will get some free time...You never know. Okay, I better get going.
XOXOXO,
Nat
PS: If anyone could help me out with icons, and/or layouts, I'd greatly appreciate it.
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[08 Sep 2004|08:57pm] |
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Hello,
I spent some time with Zach last night. He's here for a bit, because Cary Brothers was in town, he played at the "Hotel Cafe" here in L.A. I accompanied Zach to see him, beings that he's a bit obsessive when it comes to Cary Brothers. He (Cary) is a very very talented person, Zach says "genius". If you value Mr Braff's opinion then I suggest you check Cary Brothers out. He's on the Garden State soundtrack. He sings that song Blue Eyes.
I apologize for not having my phone on if you want to talk to me comment my journal, and I'll turn on my phone to talk. I'm a shy person, I don't like to bust in on people with phone calls that they aren't going to appreciate...thus my reasoning for having everyone else tell me to call them first.
*Miss Natalie Portman*
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Hello,
Sorry for the gap between updates. Our little movie is becoming so big. Apparently it's gaining a "cult-like" status. It's opening in more and more theaters all over, which is awesome. I truly never, ever thought it would get so big. For those of you who have no idea what I'm talking about I'm talking about "Garden State". It was supposed to be such a little project and VOOM it got huge. Amazingly funny, that's what life is. I've been all over the place visiting a lot of different places lately promoting the movie, and having some fun at the same time. I'd like to thank all of you who have gone to see the movie the support makes me feel so grateful, and I love all of you, and I wish I talked to more of you, and I think I'm just going to go down the list and bother everyone at some random time, and if I do decide to do this please don't be like "oh no it's the new girl" *laughs*, I like to think I'm a tad bit fun to talk to, but if I'm not feel free to like *insert violent verb here* me to death OK? Okay I've gotta go to bed now, I'm tired, and in deep need of sleep.
In the words of Senor Braff my funny little Jew buddy:
"Sleep tight, what the hell it's Labor Day - allow the bed bugs to bite."
Wow, how odd is that a preview for Garden State just came on *laughs* I'm a bit unnerved by this occurrance.
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Hello,
I'm Natalie Portman. I've been some movies you may have seen over the past decade. Anywhere But Here, Where The Heart Is, most recently: Garden State, and YES I was "that girl" in Star Wars. I am truly looking forward to meeting a bunch of new people, and reconnecting with some old friends, so give me a call at: natnatportman.
Buhbye now.
Natalie
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[24 Oct 2003|08:00pm] |
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Why is my paid account run out? I hate you all.
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[25 Sep 2003|06:48pm] |
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I think I live for these short updates. They're just so fun! :D
Hi Ewan :-*
Hi JT :-*
Hi Britty :-*
Hi JL :-*
Hi Joel :-*
Hi Chrissy :-*
HI TARA OMG I LOVE YOU BABY :-*************8
Who did I miss? Oh well. Who cares? I got the important people.
Bye!
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So.. Who missed me?
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[06 Sep 2003|09:49pm] |
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dear josh
why did you die
i hate you
goodbye.
>:O >:O
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[19 Aug 2003|06:27pm] |
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For once in my entire life, I'm speechless...
Thank you, Josh.
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[19 Aug 2003|02:50am] |
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WE R IN A CHAT RITE KNOW & IT IZ SOOO FUN!111 LOLZZZ JUSTY IZ BENG SOO SILLY!11 Y R U NOT IN DA CHAT??111 CUM JOIN US!11 CHAT IZ KALED: AC LOLZZ!11 TTFN! TTYL! KTBSPA! *//\\//SYNC 4 LYFE!11 BYE BYE BYE! OMG LOZLZZ!11
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| DEAR LIVE JOURNAL |
[17 Aug 2003|03:43am] |
I HATE YOU
YOU GOT ME ALL EXCITED EARLIER BECAUSE I GOT TO KEEP MY 10 ICONS EVEN THOUGH MY PAID ACCOUNT RAN OUT
AND NOW
YOU HAD TO TAKE THAT AWAY FROM ME
I HATE YOU
DIE.
GOODBYE.
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[16 Aug 2003|06:10pm] |
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Oh my gosh. This is so great. I don't have a paid account anymore, but for some reason, live journal let me keep all 10 of my old icons so i didn't go back to a pathetic three. I'm seriously wetting myself over this runs off to buy new panties.
I seriously never have anything to update. I think I need to sign online more because I've officially decided I have no friends anymore. Nobody calls me and I'm too lazy to call anybody, and I can't get together with anyone because I'm away shooting star wars and sob please someone call me i'm lonely.
Hayden and I have been talking.. not much, but at least we're talking. it's like.. we used to be so comfortable around each other to the point that we could do anything around the other. we even shared a dressing room and what not. and now.. now we're just so shy around each other. i hate it. blah.
I need to make a quick run to starbucks before heading off to work. Life. :[
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[03 Aug 2003|01:52pm] |
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So, Brit says I never update anymore, and I guess she's right. I never have anything to update ABOUT. My life is a complete bore as of now.
We've been doing A LOT of taping for the next Star Wars, which won't be coming out until 2005 which everyone should mark on their calendars because YOU'RE GOING TO SEE IT! >:O Starting in January, I'm going to begin filming a movie entitled "Closer" with a lot of talented people, so I think that should be fun. And I've finished filming "Cold Mountain" with Nicole Kidman, Jude Law, Renee Zellweger, Donald Sutherland, and Philip Seymour Hoffman. It's.. different from other movies I've done, but I'm still proud of my work. I'm excited for people to see it.
What else has been going on? Hmm. My love life. It's such a joke right now. I can't find a guy who's willing to go on a second date, lately.. Not even a first date, now that I think about it.. I need to go on a blind date or something. All of this shit with Hayden really messed me up and.. Ugh, he's so confusing. He'll act really close to me and be clingy one day, causing all my old feelings for him to surface.. and then the next day he's cold and doesn't want anything to do with me. Someone explain this to me because I think I'm missing something. I don't think I will ever understand the way a man's brain functions. Then again.. I don't think I really want to.
Yeah, so speaking of men, I'm so upset over this whole Ewan ordeal. I'm sure it doesn't seem like a big deal to him, but to me, it is. He's been my friend for.. How many years now? And I'm expected to just brush it aside because I wasn't invited to his wedding. I wasn't even INTRODUCED to his husband. Yeah, it hurts a little. Hayden told me even HE was a little disappointed over that fact that he didn't get an invite, because he and Ewan have been working closely and.. *shakes her head* It's just ridiculous. All of his new friends are more important, I guess. Oh well. I'm not bitter. I'll get over it.
So, I miss talking to a lot of you guys, and I hope to talk to you all soon. My screen name is Natty Licks You Add that one, because I will NO LONGER be getting on Yikes Im Natalie. Delete it. AGAIN. ADD: Natty Licks You And when I sign on, I better get 3209483204328423 IMs.
That's all for now. Bye!
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